You see, I was texting with a classmate of my cousin last Friday night and we talked about Math. She complained how hard it is. "Makasuyaon ang math! Tig-papahanap sko ang "x" niya. Dae pa nag mo-move on!" her text read.
Now, don't you just wish that moving on would be as fast as falling in love? Don't you wish that moving on would only take one blink of an eye? People nowadays say that moving on is the hardest thing to do. It's true. It's so hard that most people ignore, avoid, and act as if that one person is invisible and they try to delete that one person forever from their hearts. Sabi daw, iputol daw lahat ng connections para maka-move on. I disagree. Maybe if you're trying to let go, that would work. Letting go means letting go. For an example, nakipag-break ka, you have let go. Binitiwan mo na lahat ng mga ala-ala. Hindi mo na tinupad ang mga pangako mo. Pinabayaan mo na siya. Pinaraya mo na ang taong mahalaga sayo sapagkat hindi ikaw ang mahal niya. That's letting go. Moving on is another story."Moving on doesn't mean you forget about things. It just means you have to accept what has happened and continue living." Mahirap rin tanggapin ang katotohanan. But I can't tell which one of them is the hardest. But I guess they're all equal. If you try to move on by trying to forget that one person, it won't work. Knowing that you have this person to forget about, knowing that you have someone that you think you must avoid and ignore, hindi ka talaga niyan makaka-move on. You're just seriously hurting yourself. Once, may nag-sorry sa akin. He told me he's sorry for everything he's done. By that, he meant ignoring my texts, pm's, deleting me from his friends list in fb and also blocking me. It's not his exact words but it went something like this: "Gusto ko lang talaga mag-sorry saimo sa gabos na ginibo ko. Habo ko na kaya parakulugon ang sadiri ko. :"(" See? He did everything he could just to delete me from his life. But he ended up hurting himself instead. Plus, it didn't work. He told me that I was and still am his crush. Okay. Enough with that. Let's move to Math. Math always asks help from us to look for his "x". Why would you look for your "x"? Simply because you miss him/her. He/she still means a lot to you. History is different from love. Ang history, di mo na pwedeng balikan kasi nga past na siya. Unless kung may time machine ka. Hehehe..! Pero, pag-nahanap mo na yung "x" na pinapahanap sayo ni Math, satisfied ka. And then you would look back at your solution and you might smile. In life, no matter how hard or painful it is, we sometimes look back on the past without it being our intention but then we would just give it a smile.Right?
In love, sabi daw, there's no such thing as too late. Like in Math, it's never too late to learn.
Wew. Kung saan-saan nalang ako napapadpad... Anong meron saken??!!
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