I'm just a 13-year-old girl and I could say that I've been on a very long journey and I finally arrived in a new chapter of my life. I had struggles,though. Multiplying the love I receive, dividing my sorrow, adding happiness in my life. All were done to me. I was given love, I had happiness and some eased my sorrow. But no one has subtracted my fear, yet. They may have divided my sorrow but my fear of everything still remains. Although I have tried to overcome it by taking a few risks, I was still afraid. I never felt strong. I acted strong but deep inside, I was all cuddled up,crying helplessly in a panic room.
Once, I tried to get rid of my being scared. I did it but I ended up crying,though. It was irritating! Why on earth would I cry about such a little problem? And so I hated myself. The aftermaths were painful. I'm still recovering...and so far..so GREAT! And now, I have once again encountered another thing. I'm afraid it would all just end up the same. I'll end up crying. I don't want to shed tears anymore. What would be the scenario if we both tell the truth at the same time? What would become of us then?
I experienced being ignored. I experienced being treated as if I'm invisible. I experienced being in the recycle bin of a certain person's life for 6 years. Though that person did not mean anything to me, I was hurt.
I don't want to feel pain anymore. But what can I do about it? Life is scripted.That's the reason why we have these so-called coincidences.God just gives us choices, he opens up a lot of doors and unfolds many roads. But, we all arrive at the same point where God would expect us to be.
Like in Math, we are given lots of methods to solve for x. But, we shall all arrive at the same answer.
Aftermath is an aspect of life that is easy yet stressful. It's easy because you finally know the result. It also may be stressful because you may not be happy with the ending. Like in math, if you think your answer is wrong, you'll be stressed out.
But a not so smart creature once said, "Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not yet the end." -Patrick Starfish
I could tell that my concept is jumbled and confusing but I hope you get the message I'm trying to say.
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